All in Fear: A Collection of Six Horror Tales

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allinfear-finalAll In Fear: A Collection of Six Horror Tales: by Steve Berman, K.J. Charles, Avon Gale, Roan Parrish, Kris Ripper, J.A. Rock
Release Date: December 1st, 2016
Pages: 245 • Format: eARC
Published By: Open Ink Press
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All in Fear: A Collection of Six Horror Tales

Horror wears many faces, and its masks can be tantalizing. Some of the top names in queer fiction come together to spin their own versions of horror. Worlds rife with dark beauty and mystery, the familiar becoming terrible, creatures ethereal and alluring—and all bearing the gleam of love. Does hope lie along these grim passages or only doom? It will become clear. All in time—and all in fear.

Company by Roan Parrish
Nick Levy’s family is falling apart and he has no friends, but at least he can escape into the world of his favorite comic book series, The Face of the Vampire. Naturally, when the vampire in question shows up one day, Nick is enthralled. After all, what could be better than his own personal fantasy made real? Except that Nick isn’t exactly sure whether Michel is real or not. And when the arrival of a new boy in school promises romance, Nick sees a side of Michel he never could have imagined. This Michel is cruel, jealous . . . and he’ll do anything to keep Nick for himself.

Love Me True by Kris Ripper
Palmer’s life is as good as it gets. Well, okay, so he hates his mind-numbing office job. But he’s found a hot, smart, incredibly kinky guy. The sex is explosive. The power play is off the hook. And if he gets his way, Jon will soon be his husband.

When Palmer asks, Jon says yes. For the first time ever, Palmer thinks things might be really good. Sure, bad things happen in the world—to other people. But this is all he needs: Jon at the end of the day, in their bed, arms around him.

How could he have possibly been so stupid?

The Price of Meat by KJ Charles
Johanna Oakley will do anything to save her beloved Arabella from the cruelty of Mr Fogg’s madhouse—but ‘anything’ turns out to be more than she bargained for when she finds herself working for a man suspected of worse than murder. As Johanna is plunged from the horror of Sawney Reynard’s barber shop into the foul, lawless labyrinth at the heart of London, can she or anyone get out alive?

His Mouth Will Taste of Chernobyl by Steve Berman
Joining Zeta Psi isn’t Steve’s dream, it’s his dad’s. Nevertheless his dad’s gift of the mysterious Bailey flask gets Steve an in to the frat house, and maybe his best shot at being accepted on campus. But the flask’s silver sheen may only be lighting his way into the darkness at the heart of the frat—and the darkness he’s learning is within himself. Steve wants to choose who he is, but choices are dropping like flies as he learns the true mystery of the Bailey flask. How does he give back a gift that’s also a curse?

Legion: A Love Story by Avon Gale
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Beauties by J.A. Rock
When Dr. Lester Usole attends an event at AI developer Carnificiality, he’s introduced to Beauties: artificial beings designed to provide tailored sexual experiences for their human owners. Lester isn’t interested in sex—but he is fascinated by Ira, a Beauty too violent to be sold.

Lester convinces Carnificiality to give Ira to him. Lester has always wanted the chance to work with an adult AI, and around Lester, Ira isn’t violent. He’s strangely innocent, uncannily perceptive, and his company does much to ease Lester’s loneliness. Except something’s not quite right: Ira roams at night, even when Lester’s sure he’s locked Ira’s door.

Soon Lester is certain of only one thing: Ira has a secret. Something that will link their pasts and change the course of their future—if Lester is willing to face what’s on the inside.

three-half-stars

I’m not going to lie, this was a bit of a let-down for me. With all these brilliant writers I expected to be scared shitless afterwards. The 2nd, 4th, & 5th was the best of the bunch. That’s pushing it for me, because the first wasn’t scary but I enjoyed the theme and what it involved. Story 2 & 3 weren’t bad, but I was really waiting for them to be over. They weren’t something that I would pick up at tall. I’ve never read anything by Steve Berman & Kris Ripper before. I truly liked Kris Ripper story once everything came together! It was obvious but I definitely like the characters realistic reaction during the story. I guess my reaction is that I wasn’t scared at all. Yeah, certain areas were a tad frightening, but with the cover and blurb I expected it to be WOW’d, and I’m left bereft wanting the fear that I was promised. I guess, I’ll try to sum up each story without giving away the plots.

Company by Roan Parrish

Hmm, this was weird, and I kinda liked it. I loved the idea about being a loner like Nick and having a dream come true for it to diminish in the way that it did. Michael is someone Nick was absolutely in love with. I remember feeling like Nick could be delusional. I’m not sure if he was ever there, but being petty, jealous and mean towards the new guy was crazy. I’m stumbling here because it took me a total of 14 days to read this entire book. I’m trying to write this review without going back to re-read certain things. Love Roan’s writing, I’m not surprised there. She’s a really dope writer, and I’d always appreciate that from her. I didn’t really care for the story overall. It wasn’t my favorite, but it was entertaining. I wasn’t scared though.

Love Me True by Kris Ripper

Now this I was confused about the most, but liked the outcome. It wasn’t scary or horror for me, but I think being in Palmer’s shoes is probably the worst thing that I would want to go through. It was certain catchy things that his partner was doing that had me suspicious, but pretty obvious towards the ending. I mean these two lived pretty normal lives in my opinion. I’ve never read anything by this author, and I’m slapping myself internally on why haven’t I? I mean this is a story that people can relate to. The normalcy of everyday lives and then your world getting turned upside down. The one thing I really like is Palmer didn’t second guess himself. He wasn’t those clueless blondes on t.v. or movies who see the signs once evidence is stacked against a loved one, and constantly denies it could be them. I ended up enjoying it once I got more involved with the plot! I enjoyed the story enough to want to read more from this author!

The Price of Meat by K.J. Charles

Loved the setting of this story, but I wasn’t really intrigued with the plot. I guess being more disgusted is what the author was going for. It definitely had Charles niche all over it. You can definitely tell its one of her works. I like Jo’s gumption. She was a fighter, and never game up. True Story, I’ve never watched Sweeney Todd or read the book, but I did know the overall basis of the story. I would have preferred the Asylum as the background to the story personally, but I did enjoy the mini world she built surrounding the town. So much happened that we didn’t necessarily get to see Jo & Arabella’s relationship blossom. It wasn’t present and didn’t give me the romantic notion I wanted from it.

His Mouth Will Taste of Chernobyl by Steve Berman

My first read by this author. Oh my goodness, I loved the mystery behind the flask. I’m not sold on any of the characters. Steve to me, was a super flake. I liked him at times, and at other times he disappointed me. I don’t know what I would have done if I was in Steve’s shoes. That flask is definitely dangerous, but the story didn’t move me at all. It wasn’t an ounce of horror in it. I kinda wanted to group it in with the buddy fraternity movies.

Legion: A Love Story by Avon Gale

Leave it to Avon Gale to write my favorite story out of all of them. This was super scary. I had to put it down in the evening because I was scared something weird was going to happen. Jason is staffed at this unknown facility to watch and not engage with this entity. It seems easy, all he has to do is make daily recordings of what he sees. Well that all goes to shit when he decides to engage. From here on out, it’s bananas. The entity known as “Cain” is an I don’t know what he really is. He’s scary I can tell you that. Jason is slowing losing his mind. He reaches out to different forums and people on helping him figure it out. He thinks he’s taking part of a psychological research with the U.S. Government. I wouldn’t put it pass them to do something like this. From the very beginning I was intrigued with this story. It was good and that ending had me holding my breath. Really good horror story.

Beauties by J.A. Rock

I expect nothing less from J.A. Rock. This was my second favorite. I was not disappointed. #TeamIra for the win!!!! This amazing writer wrote a world where Artificial Beings existed. If I can sum it up in 4 words it’ll be My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy (Shout out to Kanye, love this album). That is literally what I kept thinking over and over. It was one of those stories that on the outside it seems perfect, but underneath it was brimming with treachery, and chaos. Lester!!! Poor Lester, tried to do something nice. This story confirms on why in the future SHE won’t be participating in ROBOTS of any kind. No ma’am, I’m not going to let something MAN created get the one up on me. I really enjoyed this story alot. I could definitely read more of this.

 

 

About Avon Gale

Avon Gale wrote her first story at the age of seven, about a “Space Hat” hanging on a rack and waiting for that special person to come along and purchase it — even if it was a bit weirder than the other, more normal hats. Like all of Avon’s characters, the space hat did get its happily ever after — though she’s pretty sure it was with a unicorn. She likes to think her vocabulary has improved since then, but the theme of quirky people waiting for their perfect match is still one of her favorites.

Avon grew up in the southern United States, and now lives with her very patient husband in a liberal midwestern college town. When she’s not writing, she’s either doing some kind of craft project that makes a huge mess, reading, watching horror movies, listening to music or yelling at her favorite hockey team to get it together, already. Avon is always up for a road trip, adores Kentucky bourbon, thinks nothing is as stress relieving as a good rock concert and will never say no to candy.

At one point, Avon was the mayor of both Jazzercise and Lollicup on Foursquare. This tells you basically all you need to know about her as a person.

About J.A. Rock

J.A. Rock is the author of queer romance and suspense novels, including BY HIS RULES, TAKE THE LONG WAY HOME, and, with Lisa Henry, THE GOOD BOY and WHEN ALL THE WORLD SLEEPS. She holds an MFA in creative writing from the University of Alabama and a BA in theater from Case Western Reserve University. J.A. also writes queer fiction and essays under the name Jill Smith. Raised in Ohio and West Virginia, she now lives in Chicago with her dog, Professor Anne Studebaker.

About K.J. Charles

KJ Charles is a writer and freelance editor. She lives in London with her husband, two kids, an out-of-control garden and an increasingly murderous cat.

KJ writes mostly romance, gay and straight, frequently historical, and usually with some fantasy or horror in there. She specialises in editing romance, especially historical and fantasy, and also edits children’s fiction.

Find her on Twitter @kj_charles or on Facebook, join her Facebook group, or email her at kjcharleswriter {at] gmail {dot} com. She is represented by Deidre Knight at The Knight Agency, and published by Samhain and Loveswept.

About Kris Ripper

Kris Ripper lives in the great state of California and hails from the San Francisco Bay Area. Kris shares a converted garage with a little kid, can do two pull-ups in a row, and can write backwards. (No, really.) Kris is genderqueer and prefers the z-based pronouns because they’re freaking sweet. Ze has been writing fiction since ze learned how to write, and boring zir stuffed animals with stories long before tha

About Roan Parrish

ROAN PARRISH is currently wandering between Philadelphia and New Orleans. When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.

About Steve Berman

Steve Berman loves to tell stories that are both queer and weird. He was a Zeta Psi back in his college days at and remembers being hazed. He survived and graduated and even earned a Masters Degree in Liberal Studies. He has written and sold over a hundred articles, essays, and short stories. His YA novel, Vintage, was a finalist for the Andre Norton Award.

Where We Left Off by Roan Parrish

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roan-parrishWhere We Left Off: by Roan Parrish
Series: Middle of Somewhere, #3
Release Date: September 26, 2016
Pages: 260 • Format: eARC
Published By: Dreamspinner
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Leo Ware may be young, but he knows what he wants. And what he wants is Will Highland. Snarky, sophisticated, fiercely opinionated Will Highland, who burst into Leo’s unremarkable life like a supernova … and then was gone just as quickly.

For the past miserable year, Leo hasn’t been able to stop thinking about the powerful connection he and Will shared. So, when Leo moves to New York for college, he sweeps back into Will’s life, hopeful that they can pick up where they left off. What begins as a unique friendship soon burns with chemistry they can’t deny … though Will certainly tries.

But Leo longs for more than friendship and hot sex. A romantic to his core, Leo wants passion, love, commitment—everything Will isn’t interested in giving. Will thinks romance is a cheesy fairytale and love is overrated. He likes his space and he’s happy with things just the way they are, thank you very much. Or is he? Because as he and Leo get more and more tangled up in each other’s lives, Will begins to act like maybe love is something he could feel after all.

four-stars


First thing first: It’s a little bit of Will & Leo in all of us.

I just had to get that out. Let’s just be honest friends, Monogamy isn’t for everyone. There I said it. Initially, I had a feeling that this was going to be the one people didn’t connect to. I mean, everyone wants to read the grand love story. They want the magic of finding someone and falling in love. They want to read about love, need, wants, and passion. I’m one of those people as well. But I do live in the real world, where shit ain’t sweet as much as we’d like to thing. Some folks don’t do monogamy, and it’s nothing wrong with it. Some people prefer the benefits of a relationship with no title and strings attached. I don’t see anything wrong with it. I liked Will. I know, put your pitchforks away. Will came off as a jackass. I don’t think that’s wrong. He is an a-hole, but his reasons and his walls are rock steady baby. Leo, sweet baby Leo. I swear he was giving me Carrie Bradshaw this entire book. I wanted to protect sweet Leo, but Leo came to his own realizations at his own time. Yeah he went through his mini heartbreak, but it was for his own good.

I think Roan did a fantastic job with these two. This might have been the most light hearted out of the trilogy so far put it packed a punch for real. I think I like this book so much because it dealt with people’s feelings and talking. The one thing that these two did was talk. I respect Will so much for being so open about his limitations. They might not have been how he felt at the end, but at that time it was so truthful that it was hurtful for poor Leo. Goodness, I bookmarked so much on my kindle about these two. Let’s be very clear hear folks. Leo wants romance, love and commit. I can see why. It’s something that he isn’t getting or had ever. He wants to be someone’s only love. Will doesn’t want it. He is frank, a little jaded, and super sure of himself.

“If you know that I don’t want a relationship, and you wouldn’t just be thinking of it as sex, then where does that leave us? Because it kind of seems like it’s leave us someplace where you end up feeling like I’ve betrayed you, and I end up losing my best friend.”

That’s the crux of it all folks. I can’t seem to put down all the words that I want to. I have so many thoughts on this story, but the one thing I can say is I loved it. I enjoyed it a lot. The supporting cast is amazing. I love this series so much. It’s realistically done, and features every day people. I like to think that from this we learn that romance and hearts and kisses isn’t everyone’s wishes. I won’t spoil the book for you, but I do think you should give it a shot. You might be surprise. Leo is super smart, and he realizes he worth. Will is super complex and his reasons for not wanting a relationship is so clear once you get into the book. I highly recommend this. I think I’ll read anything by this author. Her writing gets me so much. Love it.

**If you read the book, then the Sex & City gifs are self-explanatory**

About Roan Parrish

ROAN PARRISH is currently wandering between Philadelphia and New Orleans. When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.

Out of Nowhere (In the Middle of Somewhere #2) by Roan Parrish

Out of Nowhere (In the Middle of Somewhere #2) by Roan ParrishSeries: In The Middle of Somewhere #2
on February 29, 2016
Pages: 276
AmazonNarrator: Spencer Goss
(Website, Blog, Twitter, Facebook, Goodreads)
The only thing in Colin Mulligan’s life that makes sense is taking cars apart and putting them back together. In the auto shop where he works with his father and brothers, he tries to get through the day without having a panic attack or flying into a rage. Drinking helps. So do running and lifting weights until he can hardly stand. But none of it can change the fact that he’s gay, a secret he has kept from everyone.

Rafael Guerrera has found ways to live with the past he’s ashamed of. He’s dedicated his life to social justice work and to helping youth who, like him, had very little growing up. He has no time for love. Hell, he barely has time for himself. Somehow, everything about miserable, self-destructive Colin cries out to him. But down that path lie the troubles Rafe has worked so hard to leave behind. And as their relationship intensifies, Rafe and Colin are forced to dredge up secrets that both men would prefer stay buried.
four-half-stars

This audiobook actually exceeded my expectations. The narrator Spencer Goss did an incredible job conveyed all those emotions to the listener. I heard and felt this story in my heart. Colin Mulligan was first introduced in book 1 “In the Middle of Somewhere” as the verbal caustic tormenter of his younger brother Daniel. Colin relentlessly voiced his contempt of his little brother’s sexuality. At the end of book 1, it was revealed that Colin was a closeted gay man.

This sequel was full of angst as the reader was exposed to Colin’s life, from his perspective and it was rough. Colin was a man living in constant anguish and fear of exposure. After losing his mother, Colin’s yearned for his father’s love and approval so much that it superseded his every need. Colin took to anonymous alley hookups, drinking excessively and self-harming to cope with his daily life of working in an auto shop with his family.

When Rafael Guerrera saved Colin from an alley beat down, they formed a connection. Colin was so broken but Rafe was so patient, loving and supportive that Colin began to slowly confront his fears. The journey was uncomfortable for me because when Colin was nasty and he took cruelty to the next level. I just couldn’t understand why he unloaded all his rage at Daniel but not the other brothers for living their life.

“You were as much in prison as anyone I knew there, Colin. Only you created it for yourself. Your father paced out the cell and your brothers fit the bars and you turned the key in the lock and buried it somewhere only you know. And you stared at Daniel through the bars and cursed him for being able to walk out the door. But he’s not the one who did something wrong. All he did was save himself. And you can too. But you have to find that key and unlock the door.”

Colin’s self-hatred fueled his interaction with everyone else. It made him cantankerous and suicidal. It made me love Rafe that much more. Here is a man who worked hard at his sobriety and made a conscience effort in making a difference in the lives of others. Rafe made Colin more palatable for me. He humanized Colin and softened the rough edges.
My hat off to the author as she did an excellent job conveying the depth of Colin’s despair. As much as I disliked Colin’s actions and his mouth, I couldn’t help but empathize with his pain. Colin hopelessness was so intense and profound that my stomach felt queasy at places. Even if you don’t like someone, it’s hard to see people wallowing in that kind of agony.

*Special Thanks to Dreamspinner Publishing for the audiobook given in exchange for an honest review.

About Roan Parrish

ROAN PARRISH is currently wandering between Philadelphia and New Orleans. When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.

In the Middle of Somewhere (In the Middle of Somewhere #1) by Roan Parrish

In the Middle of Somewhere (In the Middle of Somewhere #1) by Roan Parrishon 2015-07-10
Pages: 350
AmazonNarrator: Robert Nieman
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Daniel Mulligan is tough, snarky, and tattooed, hiding his self-consciousness behind sarcasm. Daniel has never fit in—not at home in Philadelphia with his auto mechanic father and brothers, and not at school where his Ivy League classmates looked down on him. Now, Daniel’s relieved to have a job at a small college in Holiday, Northern Michigan, but he’s a city boy through and through, and it’s clear that this small town is one more place he won’t fit in.

Rex Vale clings to routine to keep loneliness at bay: honing his muscular body, perfecting his recipes, and making custom furniture. Rex has lived in Holiday for years, but his shyness and imposing size have kept him from connecting with people.

When the two men meet, their chemistry is explosive, but Rex fears Daniel will be another in a long line of people to leave him, and Daniel has learned that letting anyone in can be a fatal weakness. Just as they begin to break down the walls keeping them apart, Daniel is called home to Philadelphia, where he discovers a secret that changes the way he understands everything
three-stars

This book was slow. My goodness, I waited for things to get exciting and it never truly hit a crescendo. It was a good story with two good heroes. But the snail’s pace of the plot made it difficult to retain attention as the men figured out what they wanted out of life and with each other.

Daniel Mulligan was trying to finish out his thesis and get a job his father could finally be proud of. He took a job in small town in Northern Michigan as an English Professor, a job which he clearly didn’t want but lacked enough prospects to reject. Daniel met Rex on the side of a road after Daniel hit a tree. There was attraction but each character was skiddish.

Rex Valle was a carpenter but he had a lot of baggage just like Daniel so they struggled with communication. Rex and Daniel were both really likable heroes. Daniel’s family was terrible especially his father. Rex was alone and moody. Daniel seemed childlike in some of his behavior and so I felt like Rex was a substitute protector in the role Daniel’s father should have been.
The story was about halfway in the audiobook before the plot really started to unfold. I wanted more passion but instead the author really took time to build the characters. I do like the attention spent on world building but not at the expense of the emotional connection. I am not sure I will listen to book 2.

*Special Thanks to Dreamspinner Press for the audiobook given in exchange for an honest review.

About Roan Parrish

ROAN PARRISH is currently wandering between Philadelphia and New Orleans. When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.

Out of Nowhere (In the Middle of Somewhere #2) by Roan Parrish

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OutOfNowhereLGOut of Nowhere by Roan Parrish
Series: In the Middle of Somewhere
Release Date: February 24, 2016
Pages: 274 • Format: eARC
Published By:  Dreamspinner Press
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The only thing in Colin Mulligan’s life that makes sense is taking cars apart and putting them back together. In the auto shop where he works with his father and brothers, he tries to get through the day without having a panic attack or flying into a rage. Drinking helps. So do running and lifting weights until he can hardly stand. But none of it can change the fact that he’s gay, a secret he has kept from everyone.

Rafael Guerrera has found ways to live with the past he’s ashamed of. He’s dedicated his life to social justice work and to helping youth who, like him, had very little growing up. He has no time for love. Hell, he barely has time for himself. Somehow, everything about miserable, self-destructive Colin cries out to him. But down that path lie the troubles Rafe has worked so hard to leave behind. And as their relationship intensifies, Rafe and Colin are forced to dredge up secrets that both men would prefer stay buried.

four-half-stars

“You,” he says, “are lying to yourself if you think you’re living in the world. You’re barely making it through. You know what you want but you’re too scared to go after it. You think being gay is what makes you weak?” He shakes his head, and there’s no pity in his face. “Living a lie when you don’t have to. Acting like you’re the only one affected by your decisions. Those are the things that make you weak. It’s just fear.”

Brace yourself, this book was so amazing. Roan Parrish is definitely a force to be reckoned with. Her words and her emotions are so visceral. I damn it felt gutted by the end of reading this book. I didn’t think after book one that I could have those emotions, but this book was 10 times worst on my heart. I love her writing so much. It’s so gritty, authentic and just reads beautifully. I get so much of what she was dictated that I read this in one sitting, and decided to read it again the next day just to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. She did write Colin’s story to real and it left my emotions eviscerated. Let’s be clear, I didn’t think no matter what Colin’s reasons were that I would be okay for his treatment of his brother. I’m so big on family, and as the oldest sibling, I couldn’t see myself treating either of my sisters like that. Colin had so much self hatred going on in his life it was look walking through fog when he decided to live his truth. Jeez, Roan writes the love interest so well. Rafe is another amazing character trying to work out his second chance life. I live for stories like this because it’s easily relate able to know someone like Colin & Rafe. They can be your brothers, friends, co-workers, spouses. It’s so easy for people to judge and spew their hate that they don’t have a clue what it’s like to put themselves out there.

That vulnerable look that says, This is how you hurt me. Go ahead, it’s easy. And I want to punish him for being so weak. So easy to hurt. For being such easy prey that he turns me into a predator by default.

The imperfection of Colin & Rafe makes this book so great. Rafe is trying to turn his life around. He’s trying for his sobriety, his livelihood, and his relationship to Colin. Colin is such a ball of contridiction. When he’s first introduced in book one, he was just mean. I didn’t like him at all. I never thought that I’d be rooting for him by the end. Him as a person was so broken, devastated and destroyed. He yearn to live up to this character of being the perfect son. I don’t actually think he realized that his father wasn’t looking for that. Reading this was heartbreaking because Colin was trying to be the best possible him, but constantly living in fear, and all this hate about himself. The first initial meeting of Rafe & Colin was Colin being a douche. Colin hating Daniel for living in his truth, for Daniel just doing what he wanted without the ramifications that Colin assumed there would be. It’s hard too say what I want without spoiling it, but I hated his father. Okay that’s not fair, but I hated how his children felt like they needed to be in order to be loved. I noticed the same thing with Daniel, Colin was so use to being by himself outside his family. I don’t think he knew how to love, or why people fall in love. I loved the patient side of Rafe. I loved everything about Rafe. His social justice ideals, and give back to the community. I loved the center with the kids. This book taught about the prison system and decarceration. I never really thought of that before, but she definitely opened my eyes on the subject. I could go on and on with how much I love this, but I feel like when you finish this book you’ll be in love the same way I am. Thank you Roan for giving me these characters.

I think sometimes the people we get angriest with are the ones who have the things we want the most.”

About Roan Parrish

ROAN PARRISH is currently wandering between Philadelphia and New Orleans. When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.